怎樣開頭呢?..........唔............就由我們相識的那晚開始吧!

那天晚上你在msn中added了我. 與你傾談了一會後,便愛上了你,後來更成為了你的男朋友.(是否發展得太快呢?)我也問了你是否發展得太快,你說你不知道,如果我不介意,當然可以成為你的男朋友. 就這樣,我成為了你的男朋友.

你現在已不在香港了,每天我記掛著你. 同時也猜度著,等待著. 猜度著你何時才用msn, 等待著你的名字在我的msn online list 中出現. 我喜歡與你的談話過程. 有時候,我不擅長於表達自己,把自己的感受化作文字,能表達的就只是深深的對你說出一句 I Love You ! 每一次的msn對話中,你總叫我開cam ,但我每一次總以把相send了給你看為由有拒絕你. 有一次,你就叫了我7次,最終,我也沒開cam.但我答應你,在16號前,我一定會開給你看.

記得以前,我曾愛上了一個人,結果..........那次後,我一直崩潰了好一段日子才恢復過來. Sonia常告訴我,我還小,根本還沒有完全了解愛是什麼的一回事. 因此不應去談戀愛,否則只會傷害到自己. 我不相信,總要去試,結果弄得自己片體鱗傷. 但這次, 我一定不會傷害到自己的.

這一次,我是認真,真心的. 我可不是鬧著玩的. 也許以往我曾對很多人說我愛你,又或是用愛來作遊戲,娛樂,甚至賭賻. 但我真正愛的就只有你一個. 我只會對你一個說出一句真心的 I Love You !

被人傷害了...............心痛---辛苦---傷心---失望---心碎---痛苦...........

星 : 多謝.........無言感檄!!!

I Love XXXXXXX . Be serious , I really love XXXXXXX so so so so...much . For me , I hate those people who use love to play . You think it is funny ? HUH ? Or because no one love you , so you do this ? You never know what's  true love mean . (You ho mo liu ar !)i can tell you that it totally a stupid action . Hope God Damn You !!! The reason of why i hate you is beacuse you use love to play  , to entertain yourself . I won't talk or do anything with you . Never try to talk with me . AI ! If you still doing this , you will be punished . No matter i need to give out anytrhing , waste all my energy , even my life , i will still find the method to stop you .

To have peace with each others is really so difficult . If peace appear there is no conflict , then the world is not balance . So how many conflict there , peace will also have how many . So equal . However i really want to have peace . Always fight , argue ..... with others are so tired and it waste energy . I want to spread out Peace . I hope more and more people want it .

Destiny . Just want to change it by myself . However if you can change it so easily or just as you want , then it wont call in DESTINY . Can i use my life to make people feeling happy and good ? I hope that i can do so . If i can control my own destiny , i will use it to make people become happy and good . maybe not only this . But if i can control i t, i am already been to god la .

Today just received a few number of papers . Ai.....nothing want to say about this . I feel so disapointed . The Chinese............ dont say la .

Today afternoon , went to have lunch with Star . So hot .

When will you die ? This question isn't important . The most important thing is what did you do to make yourself proud when you alive . I know that it is not feeling good when you need to do something without having choices . And i also know that when you dont want to lose the XXXXXXX . However , if i can change the destiny , i will change it . Do you know that i always think that you are my friend ga . Maybe i cant help you too much or even cant help you  ,  I always  support you ga ma . If you need some one to talk to , i can be that person ga . If you have any problems , I will help you to think the solution ga .  Although you maybe die very early , earlier than us , i dont hope that you say to me that now is the Time To Say Goodbye . Hate Goodbye . Sometimes just do the things you want to do , dont follow the order lor . Sometimes ja .  Hope you can find yourself . Find the road  you should go .